"Socialism never took root in America because the poor see themselves not as an exploited proletariat but as temporarily embarrassed millionaires."
Buddhist monks going for prayer at the wat phra Dhammakaya temple in North Bangok on macha bucha day - Damir Sagoli
Enjoying the colours
#life suck quotient is soaring right now
Fuck me. Seems like every time I see mom I just remember all the stupid shit that’s happened, and none of it even fucking registers with her anymore anyway because she has a “selective memory” when it comes to things she’s done that have really hurt me, which is complete bullshit. Not to mention the fact that I’m dwelling on stupid past relationship stuff because it’s been a year since all that came to an end, I graduated college, am unemployed, and no matter what I do to improve my life I have this emptiness inside of me that won’t go away. It might sound corny or clichéd, but right now I’m really having a hard time not hating myself for everything. Even meditating doesn’t really help. Fuck.